When I m Gone...

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see

There's secrets in this life

That I can't hideSomewhere in this darkness

There's a light that I can't find

Maybe it's too far away...

Maybe I'm just blind...

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

Hold me when I'm scared

And love me when I'm gone

Everything I am

And everything you need

I'll also be the one

You wanted me to be

I'll never let you down

Even if I couldI'd give up everything

If only for your good

So hold me when I'm here

Right me when I'm wrong

You can hold me when I'm scared

You won't always be there

So love me when I'm gone

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray

Can not see under my skin

I won't tell you a damn thing

That I could not tell my friends

Roaming through this darkness

I'm alive but I'm alone

Part of me is fighting this

But part of me is gone

So hold me

when I'm here....

ThE emPty BoaT....

LIFE:

Its all static, nothings moving, life becomes an inferno, and that makes it all so unliveable!when you never reach the abyss of reason, and you never find the questions to which you want to answer. when veracity becomes far from your approach, the dream machine becomes void.Nothing has a meaning, nothing has an explanation, your lost, your uncertain, you dont believe.Your prayers become hollow, and you cant seem to figure out what to ask, you will deny the riches, because you still want to know who you are before they make you someone.When you believe in the existance without any fervour and talk without a verve, you are incoherent, you are ridiculous noone want to know who you are.When your lies stand in your own way and you lose something you'll never replace, you are a lier, you are not clear!
thats exactly who i am! A person....left out with a mess.....

There's no one for me out here.....

All DarkneSS

all empty !!!!

Don't Fool Yourself.

When all da world is looming dark.... n things seems not so clear.... We,Persevere.

When shadow seem to hover' round we ask lord may i Persevere.....

Life is full of queires...... We don't know what will happen with us.... We don't know that the person who's giving smile to our face will become reason for all our tears...... Anything can happen..... But still we try to make our mind in all da matters..... try to figure out da matter in postive way.... make us understand....make us feel beeter by humble thoughts... I've been doing the same when-so-ever i was clashed with problems in ma life..... But this time it left me questioning that are we doing this correct?? Are we doing right by making up our mind n forget the bitter truth...... Dis time it clicked me with the answer NO... I mean why should we make ourseleves fool by forgeting the truth n expalin us in a way which soothes us... aren't we lieing to our self?? our soul?? This is not the correct way.... I've been always fighting with what-so-ever life gave on ma way....When it seemed eveyrthing is been tried but there is no way to go....i keept on rememinding myself dat sometimes the life's journey becomes slow.... i always tried to give n postive aspect to all the problems.. i kept on teeling myself that i just need to stop n rest along the path i troad.... and always kept on teeling myself that now it's time to sit and anlayse da situation.... it's da time for me to have my talk with god.... try to make myself understand dat somehow things will be allright and so i Persevere... That's what i did always, make myself understand n forget wht ever happend but today i felt that i've been doing very wrong... cos i was just making myself fool n lieing to myself all da time.... n dats the reason eveyrbody starts taking us for granted... n keep on hurting us all da time n i felt i was killing myself all da time..... I know life can be difficult at times.... but we should not everytime keep on leeting go for the things we should not. Don't allow urself to be played by somebody... be yourself....and have faith in yourself. Stop making urself fool.....

Don't tolerate for wrong things.