Life's passin away each day, n it seems like i m tryin to grab what i dun have...
Is it natural to want or grab what is not urs n what can't b urs?? anyways, whether its natural or not, dats d case wid me... it seems like at the end of every day,i m kinda, dissatisfied... dissatisfied wid my life, everythin...i m dissatisfied wid d food i eat, wid d things i shop, n even wid d articles i write...dunno wats wrong..its like i m lookin for sth... initiallly i felt i m dissatisfied coz i m not into d field or area of my choice but it feels like now i do not have any desires to pursue anythin..dunno wats wrong..i wanna get reviatlised, remotivated but not sure wats holdin me back..feels like i've lost it.. feels like i've lost sth or may b i haven't found sth n m waitin for it...but dunno wats it..m goin crazy... i wanna aspire n aim high..seems dat i m bein able to do it only explicitly..
i m lookin for means to overcome dis stupid dissatisfaction...at times,i think its only in my mind...well, i guess i'll have to do stuff now..so, i have decided to do things n c to it dat de make me happy...but wat do i do???? i need a motivation... can someone suggest me one????(before i die gettin bored of everythin in my life....)
Nhey, m dissatisfied wid dis post also...after all, i didn't want to b cribbin abt my probs on my blog...anyways, already thru wid it..now i need a soln... he he
