“My shadow’s the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart’s the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find meTill then I walk alone!!!!”
…. And d quest goes on!!!!
Just wondering if I really want someone to be a part of my life… n what role is dat someone supposed to play… n hey, y do I need someone?? M I lonely, or do I not have sufficient ppl to share my life wid or is it just a fad???
Apparently ppl always feel dat I m n independent person wid practically no emotions n totally insensitive nature… Is dat d way I really m or is dat d message I wish to convey???
Too many question!! I wonder y m I always surrounded by questions… or is it me who surrounds question?? Uh oh, another question…
Anyways, I guess now I m gonna sit n analyse d situation….
Uh…
Well…
Oh my God…
I forgot wat m I supposed to analyse..
:-(
…. And d quest goes on!!!!
Just wondering if I really want someone to be a part of my life… n what role is dat someone supposed to play… n hey, y do I need someone?? M I lonely, or do I not have sufficient ppl to share my life wid or is it just a fad???
Apparently ppl always feel dat I m n independent person wid practically no emotions n totally insensitive nature… Is dat d way I really m or is dat d message I wish to convey???
Too many question!! I wonder y m I always surrounded by questions… or is it me who surrounds question?? Uh oh, another question…
Anyways, I guess now I m gonna sit n analyse d situation….
Uh…
Well…
Oh my God…
I forgot wat m I supposed to analyse..
:-(
On a serious note, it suddenly feels like inspite of everyone I m missin on sumthng… or someone…. Well , I have a dear dear sis whom I would willingly share stuff wid, but who is too far to talk of everyday trifles… n der are a lotta frens…but still I want someome… God knws whom … But I believe I knw wat dat person shd be like….
Ø I want someone who is always by my side (not only physically)
Ø Someone who doesn’t need me to talk to comprehend wats goin on in my mind (if der is anything n if I have one)
Ø Someone who accepts me unconditionally
Ø Someone who doesn’t get tired of my stupid queries n innumerable desires (though de r only trifles like flowers, sweet nothings, cards, n remember my special days n significant stuff of my life)
Ø N d most of all, dat person shd make me want him n yet not have me depend on him…
Ø I want someone who is always by my side (not only physically)
Ø Someone who doesn’t need me to talk to comprehend wats goin on in my mind (if der is anything n if I have one)
Ø Someone who accepts me unconditionally
Ø Someone who doesn’t get tired of my stupid queries n innumerable desires (though de r only trifles like flowers, sweet nothings, cards, n remember my special days n significant stuff of my life)
Ø N d most of all, dat person shd make me want him n yet not have me depend on him…
But after mentioning all dis points.....i feel again like i don't need anybody......
oh god...!!! 'm really confused n i really don't know wht to do......
At present 'm finding everything fake n feeling too alone.... but tht's fine me&my-self r enough.... don't need any damn person in my life.........
1 comment:
Sometime in life, its happens that u don't get answers of your questions.And then you will find everything fake. There are so many reasons for this. May be you r not ready to accept the changes in your life or may be you are overthinking for small things,which may disturb you.But think again. Do you really don't want any one in your life? Are you sure? Cos life is too big. U cant walk alone. I think that person has already came into your life, who will be always your side, who has already accepted you unconditionaly,who never gets tired of your stupid queries.Am i right or no? Give life a chance.everything will appare fine after sometime.
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